Releasing the Beast

Releasing the beast

My dilemma with the beast lately has been about the consequences. Releasing the beast may cause havoc and chaos in an unpredictable timeline. Keeping the beast locked up in the dark corners of my mind may mean surrendering to the cage of safety.

It excites me because I’ve seen the beast, met the beast, seen it dance, and have actually been the beast. Feral. Untamed. Fear was not even a word. Raw. No holding back. Every expression was loud and unfiltered.

When I first started thinking about the beast I called it “Taming the beast”. How do you tame a beast; you may ask. Words like self-restraint and self discipline came to my mind. Harsh phrases, abuse to self basically. Anyways-

Sexual energy is power. It is literally creation power. When in h*rny I feel like I could spin the world on the tip of my finger. The beast craves sex, wants to rule the world, and rebel against the “system”. I’m sure everyone’s beast is different. 

If the beast is ego would you be an animal or would you be an innocent?

I remember I heard a story once about the fall of Atlantis was caused by experimental animal/human hybrids. The concept of the beast also made me ponder demigods. 

The dark side sees the light. The light sees the dark. It’s actually all happening at once. Finding balance has been fun. 

Is that the spiritual fight we all fight? If the moment we meet the beast we also meet an angel. They start war and compete. With your soul. CHOOSE ONE or ride it down the middle like me.